Ups and downs: 10 weeks to London

It's quite hard to believe there are only 10 weeks to go until the London Marathon. I wish I felt fitter than I did at the moment but i'm trying to reassure myself with the knowledge that I am pretty sure I have felt similarly with 10 weeks to go for all my other marathons...the only one I felt great about at this stage I ended up not making the start line!

I'm also hoping that with the iron tablets and a few other changes things will start to come together.

The last week of training was a mixed bag; a session which went pretty well and left me feeling positive followed by a cross country race which momentarily made me feel like my marathon aim was ridiculously out of my reach. Thankfully, i never stay in this mode for long and my optimism has resumed...

The session, which I did on the road, was 6 minutes at tempo, 5 x 2.5 minutes hard, 6 minutes at tempo. I finished it feeling pretty happy; my tempo portions had felt comfortable at 5 and a half minute miling when they had slipped back up towards 6 minute miling during the time was feeling my worst over christmas.

The cross country was a different story...I travelled to London to compete in the Surrey League second claim for Herne Hill Harriers (a lovely club with whom I trained frequently when I still lived in London). The disgusting weather did nothing to help my uncharacteristically rubbish mood. I finished 7th and subsequently had to ask my friend to wait on the cool down whilst I collapsed on a bench...